You people are so awesome! I love your kind words and all the hope you offer. Thanks so much. And Rachel, that makes a lot of sense about profile views. I never thought of that. I wonder why so few people actually sign up. It's free for basic membership. I was just losing hope with the free membership so I decided to get my platinum card (LOL). It sure has helped me to contact other members and make new friends. Thanks again for everyone's words of hope. I haven't given up yet, I just like to make a joke out of it so it's easier to live with (the loneliness).