I had surgery nearly a year ago it was only meant to be a short term thing i was told it would be for six months, after six months and more scans and camaras in places im sure u are all familier with i was it would not happen as there is not only inflamation where they would join my bowel together but since having surgery my crohns has got worse and spread into large bowel and colon, so it seems like going through all this was pretty pointless. They main problem i have is that i seem to be the only person that cannot accept the bag. My wife is brilliant, friends are all cool and even my kids are fine with it, i feel like im the only person who thinks and worries about it. I cant seem to not think about during almost everything and sometimes feel like im pushing my family and friends away.
Not really sure of what else to say or even what i want other people to say but thanks for giving me somewhere to talk about how i feel. I have just found this site recently and am so happy i did.
Thanks Gary C