I was asked recently, what I expected before my surgery and after (colostomy)
Fastforward: I was referred to a Rectal and Colon Surgeon in 2015. I wasnt on board with having surgery, was searching for another avenue. I didn't have cancer, it was caused by the slip of the knife while unblocking my small intestines. (not this surgeon though) while sitting in the doctors office , I always looked at the magazines that were displayed. I was amazed there were men and women with buttocks that had no opening. I had never seen this before, they also posed proudly with pouches on. Never thought this would be me, Really!
My health issues became critical with no solutions. I had the surgery(colostomy) in Aug 2015. When I woke my right hand searched my body, Yes there was something new attached to my abdomen. I asked the nurse did she smell poop? she responded saying no, I did. Not long after I was cleaned up. and my nurse removed my appliance. Then I saw what protruded out my skin, my new reality. Unlike some my rectum was untouched, though no longer functioning.
Before my release, I was shown how to clean and apply my appliance . Trust me I was definetely in kindergarten all over again. In the beginning I stayed inside unless it was necessary to go out. Mentally it was devasting I must admit. Did I have a hang-up? yes of course I did. I've never seen the naked body as something to be ashamed of -now I was.
Accidents? Sometimes I wont' elaborate on that, because it was discussed in a blog. I have learned that I cannot control the intestines. Even when I had a functioning rectum, the intestines did its own thing. I did learn to irrigate compliments to my fellow ostomates, wish I knew at start. I dont wear a cap, as some do... I still wear a pouch! My security blanket perhaps.
The questions always comes up about scenting foul odor. your not crazy. Some smell odors others dont, in the beginning I didn't. If I do now, it means for me to exit immediately and check or change. We become very consious of odors "remember" the notrils are very sensitive. I am still on a journey learning, no longer in kindergarden. I have accepted what I cannot change. All days are not sunny, but the sun do shine, I do hope this helps someone, Good Luck!