My name is Jill. I’m struggling with depression all caused from an overactive illestomy. I’m all about time and that means to try to slow down my osteomyelitis output I need to get up 5 hours early every morning to start meds, eat, marshmallow, half and banana and some peanut butter. I then wait 30 min after I eat then jump in the shower. My life is getting taken over by my illestomy. I don’t drink caffeine, no sugar,limit fluid intake and I still have problems which starts my day obsessing. I’ve taken many meds but I’m wondering if anyone out there can share your cocktail of meds that work for you so when you take a shower it isn’t leak all of the time. Then when I get out of the shower it still comes out so I have to use a shirt to quickly clean off and put the appliance back on again. I need help.