Hello Ali.
Thank you so much for your interest in my written work and I am quite open to sharing with you. However, this information is not necessarily of interest to others on this site so I will try to find a way to get the information to you without advertising it here. It may seem somewhat strange, in this commercial world for a writer to shy away from publicity but I have never really been enamoured with the commercial side of artistic endeavour, which can get in the way of creativity. I will try to send the information via a message if I still have a complementery membership for this month. If not, The information on all published authors can be found via the book numbering system (IBSN). This can be accessed online but if you are unsure of how to do this, Any librarian would be happy to show you how to find lists of works by particular authors. All my poetry and fictional works will be found under the name B. Withers. My academic work is a different matter as most of it is unpublished and goes under a different name.
It pleases me to think that you are keeping a journal as (for me) this is the form in which I keep the notes that will be eventually used in published documents. I may have up to six books being written at any one time on different subjects and some of them are years in the making. Some of them may never be published but at least I know that I have documented my thoughts as and when they occur.
It might be useful to share with you that having several works on the go helpsd me to manage any negativity that I don't want to express in the current book. I simply document it separately (usually as a rhyming verse) and it gets published elsewhere. Separating the various emotional reactions to circumstances and documenting them is very useful in clarifying how I feel and deciding what response is most appropriate at any given time. Managing negativity in this way transposes it from negative into a positive or at least it neutralises it so that I can get on with other stuff.
How come you are burping your bags? Do they not have filters for that sort of thing? Irrigation will undoubtedly sort these problems out and create the freedom to do just as you like during the day without those sorts of worries.
I am so envious of you painting, I did used to paint at one period in my life but unfortunately, it became an obsession and I could not stop before the painting was finished. The last occasion was when I went for 3-4 days without sleeping anfd with very little food and it was then I decided that this was not a healthy activity for me. That was the turning point when I took to writing rhyming verse to paint the pictures in my head, rather than try to capture them on canvas. I found that writing can be much more manageable and less addictively compulsive than painting but I do miss using the brush.
I am curious to know if you have designed your own cover for the book you are writing as I would be interested to see it when it's completed, as I would the writing.
Best wishes
Bill