Angelicamarie, if I read your post correctly, your marriage is dissolving. Is he crazy? You've weathered the loss of a child, incomprehensable to me...such pain, the pain of a life you created in love, then taken. I can't even think about it. It is not our place to comment on things we don't understand, or do not wish to share. All we know is that your marriage is not in a good place. Tell us only what you want, and remember that no one on this site will judge, WAIT, yes we will--we will all be on your side!
You are a beautiful woman with a wonderful gift with words and ideas, whatever happens, don't leave this site--your posts often change my day from horrible (when I'm feeling sorry for myself) to terrific. You are a caring person and you 'do', not just talk. I know many on this site absolutely love your posts--would like to hear your Kentucky accent, though.
As one who was so briefly married to my true soulmate and life partner I can undedrstand the pain of loss, I cannot understand the agony of LEAVING after many years. I'll end as I began: Is he crazy?