Hello,
I am almost 4 weeks post-op. I am starting to get the hang of having a colostomy. I am a 53-year-old female married 24 years with no children. I grew up in Santa Cruz, CA. Ten minutes from the ocean. How I miss that now. My parents had a restaurant there for 37 years. I was in real estate in 1997 when I sold their business as they were retiring. They decided to move to TX in 1999 to be near my mom's brother and take care of my now 103-year-old grandma and 85-year-old aunt. My husband and I followed them. I lost my dad in 2006 after 5 bouts with cancer. Prostate cancer finally took him at age 75.
In 2004, I was tired of being obese as I had been for 18 years. I have a low thyroid, so trying to take weight off was very hard for me. So in Feb 2004, I had a gastric bypass and lost 140 pounds. I have since kept the weight off, and now I am underweight and malnourished because of my illnesses.
In 2008, I had ureter cancer, Grade 3, so they took my right kidney, ureter, gallbladder, and bladder cuff. They said having zero fat kept the cancer from spreading. Then the following year, 2009, I had cervical cancer. The tumor was Grade 3 and too large to take out without radiation and chemo, plus 4 days of brachytherapy to shrink the tumor first. After 28 radiation treatments and 6 chemo, I had a radical hysterectomy. Then I spoke with the genetic counselors and found out I have Lynch Syndrome. It's a genetic mutation in my DNA from my dad's side. It causes rapidly growing tumors. My brother died from it in 1977; he had a colostomy, and during radiation, his football-sized tumor between his anus and stomach burst and caused peritonitis. He was 21 years old. I was 18 then.
In 2010, I had an MRI of my head. I went to a hotshot new chiropractor, and he wanted to run several tests on me with my history. When all the results were in, he told me I am perfectly healthy and nothing's wrong with me. MD Anderson is my cancer center; they need copies of everything, so when I got them, I read very clearly in my MRI that I had a suspicious mass behind my throat. Regardless to say, the chiro was fired. MD Anderson took out an egg-sized benign tumor behind my throat.
In 2011 and this year, I suffered from the effects of radiation. My colon from my anus and 8 inches up was fried. It had narrowed to pencil-thin. I couldn't pass stool without laxatives and stool softeners and hours in the bathroom straining and in pain. Vomiting. I was on a low-residue diet. But I was determined not to get a colostomy. After almost two years of suffering, I finally said, "Let's do it." My husband and my mother were so relieved as I got down to 102 pounds, and my doctor told me I was going to die without it.
In 2012, Friday, I will be 4 weeks post-op. Living with a colostomy is what I imagined it would be. I researched for the 2 years of pain I was in. I have only gained 2 pounds. I am at 104. I am able to eat anything, but some things do become watery. I have no appetite, and I am afraid of food. Besides, I have always been a picky eater. Trying to gain weight is as hard as trying to lose it. I am glad to be alive. Life is short. So what if I have Rudolph with me all the time...
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