Sorry Traci, I am not really good at getting my thoughts into print. I don't want to feel like everyone else. I think that there are many people who feel worse than I have ever felt. I am very positive and believe everything you wrote above, dream it, believe it, be it.
Yes, there are the odd times when I think, WOW 5 years ago I didn't even know what an ileostomy is...now look at me, a poster child. I read your profile and see you are a writer, it shows.
I should get you to write my classifieds.
Looking forward to P2