Well after all the what if and what would I do if I had a blow out..it happened and it was a big one !!!!
Since my ordeal in January I have re-trained as a HVS carer (Home visiting service) I needed to give something back and feel my life was still worthwhile.......anyway the blow out, so I am visiting an elderly gentleman to help him get up and get dressed, Breakfast you get the idea. I have just finished getting him dressed and I can smell 💩 so I thought oh no he has had an accident! The smell was getting worse and he pointed down to my white top which was now chocolate brown and a little wiffy to say the least, I got him comfortable in front of the TV and said I would be back in a minute.....walked out of the living room and then the horror hit I hadn't taken any supplies in with me it was only an hour call!! I had some in the car but that was parked 100 yards down the main road in a shop carpark 🤢, I had no choice I had to walk to the car in a 💩 cover top smelling pretty bad I must admit got the stuff went back to the house got myself cleaned up and new bag and a spare t shirt I keep in the car (white top went straight in the bin)
Everyone saying well you did it you got through it but they don't really understand all the confidence I have built up over the last 9 months has just been sucked out of me ☹️ now I have to start again.
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