My dear friends, after all the support I received from my last blog and how others seem to relate and not think I am completely off my rocker, I thought I might post one of my not-so-brilliant ideas so that others may avoid making the same mistake that I did. I thought that men would better accept me if they did not know I had this bag at all until they learned more about me first. Well, I got the brilliant idea to roll the bag up and tape it to me to make it less noticeable. Well, my plan worked until I got nervous and the bag began to fill up, although I had not eaten in more than 24 hours prior to my date. To make a long story short, the taped-up bag, although discreet, began to collect stool, didn't have enough room to expand, and began to leak under the wafer... I felt it begin to leak, went to the restroom, and had an absolute mess to deal with! I excused myself from the date, and he never called me again. Now I just let it hang and try not to be around anyone but immediate family and close friends who are aware of the bag. I have learned that this bag is something I have to deal with and some people are just too shallow to deal with it. What those people don't realize is that this could and does happen to a lot of people and so they better not say it will never happen to them because they may wake up one day and have one too!
Have a great day!
Karen
Hi Karen.
Well, I'm glad to hear you're starting to feel better about your bag, that's great! There are support belts you can buy that hold the bag in such a way that even a full bag won't pull or strain the stoma; they also hide the bag so no one can see it. In fact, I saw the company advertise here on Meet an Ostomate. I'm going to get one for myself so when I'm at work (the bottom of my bag peeks out from under my scrub shirt) none of the patients will see it. Keep your head up, my dear, believe in yourself, and stay positive. You will find someone who will accept you for the beautiful and awesome person that you are!
Blessings to you...dentalguy44
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I am scheduled for my reversal on 12/4. All my pre-admin stuff is completed and my GI signed off on the clearance letter this morning. I am super excited and looking forward to not having a bag. I just hope all goes well and heals well so I don't wake up with a temp bag which will lead to yet another surgery.
I have learned a lot from this website and will continue to be on here even after surgery. To all the ostomates out there, keep your heads up and keep pressing forward. We all have good and bad days. Best of luck to you all.
I will be sure to post my progress after surgery. I'm praying for you all.
I do agree with Karen in that our dates don't need to know upfront about our ostomy. If these friends remain friends, then the time will become obvious when it's time to relay that information to them. I have found that there are lots of good friends who aren't concerned about my ostomy in public, in bed, or otherwise. Loren
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Hi Karen, did your date know what happened, or did you just bail out and leave him hanging? The reason I ask is that if he didn't know, then he might figure he was the wrong type for you. Good luck, Ron in Mich.
Aww... :( Sorry that happened. It sounded like a good idea at the time, right?! I truly have to believe that there are people out there who feel that beauty is what is on the inside, and that our character should speak louder than our looks. And you are right, anyone could one day wake up and find that they have a pouch too, for life is not kind to any of us. But our true beauty and character are defined in the way we deal with those challenges and situations in our lives! Not by the fact that we have ostomies. Getting back into the swing of life and dating is a challenge and brings on a whole bunch of thoughts, worries, and fears. I hope that you and all of us don't lose faith and do find someone wonderful and accepting. Good luck! =)
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