So I went back to the doctor on April 24th. She did give me the option of hooking up the small intestine to the rectum, and I had explained to her that I have been on different forums. I've been on Facebook groups, and anybody that I've seen who has had that procedure done has always gone back having the colon removed and just having the ileostomy. As much as I would love to not have the ileostomy, I told her that is not the way I want to live my life either, so come fall, I will be having the colon removed, lower pelvic floor reconstruction, and rectocele repair. I have had my ileostomy for eight months, and I'm still not comfortable with it. It gives me problems, and I have found that when I'm out working in the yard and take a dip in the pool, when I come in to take a shower at night, the membrane around my appliance will not pull away from my skin. It is literally like pulling bubble gum off a hot sidewalk; it causes me so much pain. I don't know how long my skin is going to hold up to this. I have also recently found out I have a parastomal hernia. The report reads small, but neither of my doctors have called me to explain it. Whenever I pick something up that is too heavy, I am in extreme pain for 10 days to over 2 weeks. So now I have just been doing things but not trying to lift things or pull things or push things.