This topic is about someone who is living with two ostomies and relies on total parenteral nutrition (TPN). They are feeling emotionally and spiritually challenged, questioning why they have to go through this difficult experience again. Although they know that having ostomies and TPN isn't the end of the world, the weight of it all feels overwhelming at times. They are struggling to feel a sense of divine presence and are hoping for a miracle.

Here are some pieces of advice and insights shared by others:

1. Many people believe that life doesn't give us more than we can handle. It's important to hang in there and trust that things will get better.

2. Keep sharing your feelings with the community. Members genuinely care, and mutual support can help lighten the load.

3. Look for everyday miracles, like sunshine, nature, loved ones, and supportive words. These can help you regain perspective and recognize your own worth. Remember, you are a miracle to others.

4. Personal hardships can be transformed into opportunities to help others facing similar challenges, turning suffering into a way to serve.

5. Many in the community share similar experiences, whether it's living with ostomies, Crohn’s, or cancer. Knowing others carry similar burdens can make your own feel lighter.

6. Someone with two stomas and long-term TPN shared that progress can feel like "two steps forward, three back," but improvements do happen, like eating real food again. Remember, stoma bags do not define who you are.

7. Losing unsupportive relationships can be a positive change. Focus on retaining the ability to laugh, love, and enjoy the sunlight despite medical challenges.