After having my Ileostomy surgery 17 years ago I was sure that I would be together with the person I love. For whatever reason it didn't work out. I broke off the relationship and move out. I need to get back to work and she was against it. A lot of my friends came to rescue telling me I had to move on. That after six years of hiding in my home trying to besupportive of my girlfriend fighting PTSD. That I did my best to help here. But I also was on so much pain medicine I really didn't someone to help me get off the drugs. At the same time I was helping my aunt by driving her to and from the hospital for cancer treatment. And between the drugs,my aunt and the women I love. She wouldn't leave the house and wanted to just stay in the house. I believe if it was for the fentanyl patch and her not wanting any help. I wouldn't have left. But I got of all pain medicine and now I just want a normal life and someone to enjoy it with who will except me with a ilestomy. It's really a hangup that I need to overcome. I then to want to meet some with the stay concern. But it really shouldn't matter. I'm still the fun loving guy. Who has a bag and a talking belly. I keep looking for the special lady.
All the best,
Fredric