Hi friends. Well, it's been a hard weekend. I was so excited for my colostomy reversal, and now everything in my life is up in the air... I discovered a strange skin growth in an area that is hard to see, so I'm not sure if it's new or I just never noticed. Luckily, I had my annual skin check and mammogram scheduled for Dec 22 (I scheduled them both last January because it's so hard to get in). The dermatologist immediately removed the growth and said she did not like the looks of it. So I am awaiting pathology on that. Then I got a MyChart letter that a small mass was seen in one breast in my mammogram, and I need an ultrasound. I know people say, 'don't worry, you don't know anything yet'... but for someone who has already had cancer like me, it's all terrifying. I know I probably have PTSD from my colon cancer diagnosis, but I don't know how to stop worrying and regret going in right before the holidays. As someone who, up until the beginning of this year, only ever went in for my annual physical and preventative tests like mammograms, I am exhausted by the ordeal I've just been through with the colostomy, emergency surgery, etc., and I am beside myself thinking of what these tests could reveal. Please send some positive vibes my way... I could sure use them. So hard to concentrate on work! Thanks all. I hope you all enjoyed your holiday.
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